I’m feeling a little out of it today. I got a ton of shit on my mind. I had a very long conversation last night and it made me question…who the fuck have I become? I’ve never been so reckless in my life. I always worry. I always think about the consequences. I think about the things I do. But that’s now who I am lately. I am not proud of the things I’ve done in the last few months. It is a poor reflection of who I’m becoming and it needs to stop. This is not the person I want to be.